It was lovely to do The Knock because I haven't done anything really significant since Doctor Who.
I wish I were the type who could walk into a place and have everybody love me. But I'm not, and there's no use wishing.
So here is one of my theories on happiness: we cannot know if we have lived a truly happy life until the very end. This view of life and death was reinforced by my close witnessing of the buildup to the death of Philip Gould. Philip was without doubt my closest friend in politics. When he died, I fe