I finally realized that yeah I did want to be an actor and it wasn't out of habit, but I needed to grow up for myself and then kind of re-enter the industry with a sound understanding of what my sensibilities and my values are as a relatively formed human being.
The meme for blind faith secures its own perpetuation by the simple unconscious expedient of discouraging rational inquiry.
Um, what I found though about the Christian Brothers is this: that they were certainly muscular.

