I'm still astonished that somebody would offer me a job and pay me to do what I wanted to do.
I mean, I guess I realized subconsciously that this is what I should be doing before I realized it, consciously. Verbally, I don't think I had committed to it, even though I was driving everywhere, every night, just trying to get on stage.
I believe in research you cannot do enough research; believability comes out of what's real.