Luckily, I'm in the position now of being able to play purely because I have the desire to do so.
I'm not anti-fashion, but I've always had a bit of a punk attitude. That's important, I think. I do my own thing.
The more language is a living operation, the less we are aware of it. Thus it follows from the self-forgetfulness of language that its real being consists in what is said in it.