I do have, at different times, a certain kind of self-consciousness in the world, an insecurity.
And when I go to see plays, I marvel at how people can do that. I've done it all my life, but I still find it mystical.
I've realized as well after five years of being on the road that if I'm going to four or five months of my life to something even if I'm overpaid, it's four or five months of my life away from home, away from my son, away from family and friends. I better believe in it on some level even if it's a b

