Sometimes decisions get made and it ends up being God doing for you what you couldn't do for yourself.
Humility is not my forte, and whenever I dwell for any length of time on my own shortcomings, they gradually begin to seem mild, harmless, rather engaging little things, not at all like the staring defects in other people's characters.
In India I've been to all the award functions, but that was in Hindi; now it's in English so it's a much bigger scale.