I spent a year in a 12-step program, really committed, because I could not believe what had happened - that I might have killed myself.
My partner Dan Ireland wants me to direct, and I read a lot of scripts - some good enough that I could see myself. But then it's like, so what? Who cares? Let someone else direct it.
One of the many things nobody ever tells you about middle age is that it's such a nice change from being young.