I've really become super active in rescuing animals, and it has made my life feel so much better. I can't even express to you how happy it has made me.
Thirdly, even if we assume that the world is governed by purpose, we need only add that this purpose - or, if there are several, at least one of them - is not especially intent on preventing suffering, whether it is indifferent to suffering or actually rejoices in it.
I envy the happiness of others... I envy the sense of belonging... I seem always to be remaking myself.