I used to smoke cigarettes, ten a day, but gave up when I was 28. Now my vice is several cups of coffee a day, which isn't great if you're prone to weak bones as I am, as caffeine can leach calcium.
You see things differently at 40 than you do at 31. Especially if you got to 40 the way I did.
I am still learning every day not to watch other people's careers and compare.

