There's always a learning curve, where you've got to learn what your subject is all about.
But I think my mistakes became the chemistry for my miracles. I think that my tests became my testimonies.
From a Christian point of view of course we do want a peaceful world, and I think September 11 did actually make people aware not only of vulnerability and how transitory life is, but there are forces of good and honor and justice which speak to us of God and his love for us.