As an actor there's no autonomy, unless you're prepared to risk the possibility of starving.
I don't think that a company should own a studio and the network, and program for their own network. It hurts the creativity - it is not a level playing field.
For so many years, I felt so insecure, so inferior, and I still have those moments, but I have a newfound confidence since I got in shape and changed my diet.

