I like acting for myself as a director. I act and I know that I'll have a chance to have some say in what gets used and that I'll be able to give myself enough takes and be on the same page as myself about how the scene should play.
You largely constructed your depression. It wasn't given to you. Therefore, you can deconstruct it.
If we were faultless we should not be so much annoyed by the defects of those with whom we associate.

