However, if you listen to me I think you can hear years of abuse in my voice - both bad abuse and good abuse.
People who don't know me have opinions about me. That's the part that's very hurtful. Because how do you form an opinion about somebody if you've never met them or spent any time with them? So it's all based upon hearsay or things that they've read.
I try to push ideas away, and the ones that will not leave me alone are the ones that ultimately end up happening.

