There's never going to be a decathlon that you're going to have 10 events that your satisfied with. You're always, always going to be dissatisfied in something, and that always draws you back to try to retry that the next time you do a decathlon. It's like you go for the perfect 10.
“To be meek, patient, tactful, modest, honorable, brave, is not to be either manly or womanly; it is to be humane.”