The desire definitely comes from within. There are only a few people who make it to this level and those are the ones who have that innate desire.
I am so blessed. I've been way over-blessed. At 64 years old, I look forward to going to bed every night so I can wake up in the morning and see what blessing is going to come my way that day. Because you never, ever know what God's got in store for you.
As a singer, I might have fallen among thieves. I wonder if I'd still be alive by now.