I don't think I'll be playing again. I'm very content and happy, doing the types of things I haven't gotten to do, be a father.
Some luck lies in not getting what you thought you wanted but getting what you have, which once you have got it you may be smart enough to see is what you would have wanted had you known.
I am tortured when I am away from my family, from my children. I am horribly guilt-ridden.