As of right now, I have no desire. I've watched several games and played pickup ball thinking I'd have the feeling I'd like to get back, but I didn't have that feeling. I don't really miss the game.
Struggle is strengthening. Battling with evil gives us the power to battle evil even more.
By annihilating somebody else in whatever way, then that person feels that they also have the ability to, then, restore the person.

