If I make a fool of myself, who cares? I'm not frightened by anyone's perception of me.
Holiday? Is like, what? I'm a hyperactive girl, so it may be boring for me to be on the beach doing nothing. I just need to find a place for three weeks and work but sleep in the morning, maybe write a little bit, have a glass of red wine. That's my perfect holiday.
To me an unnecessary action, or shot, or casualty, was not only waste but sin.