If I make a fool of myself, who cares? I'm not frightened by anyone's perception of me.
I'm not a real social person - I'm shy - and a lot of the business is just social.
A lot of the point mags are going out of business. They dropped the pay tremendously and it's all because of the internet. I used to go out once a month to LA and shoot for one week. I'd make a ton of money then come back to New York and do whatever I wanted.

