I've worked with the greatest actors, and they're all gone. This is what's so desperate to me.
Yes, I suffer terribly from depression. I have to work at being happy, it's not my natural instinct. My natural instinct is, if something wonderful happens, to throw water in my own face.
People who get on at school are the ones who play by the rules, and no one's going to get far in later life playing by the system.