I love people who try to keep the world in control - because the world is inherently not in control.
I like animals because they are not consciously cruel and don't betray each other.
There's never going to be a decathlon that you're going to have 10 events that your satisfied with. You're always, always going to be dissatisfied in something, and that always draws you back to try to retry that the next time you do a decathlon. It's like you go for the perfect 10.