I know what's good for me. I can't play black or gray. I can't be a villain or anything close to one. I have to play white.
My strength was that I am more balanced and calmer than most other riders.
That goes against what I believe morally. That's adultery, and if I'm accused of that, no, that's not right. I have two kids who see that and remember that and judge me. It didn't happen, and it's not to be reported that way.

