I mean to say, this is the book and I really loathe it and I can't imagine what a nice Jewish boy like me ever, how I ever got into this dreadful trade.
It's really hard to see yourself and to recognize that you are a human being like everybody else. You just think everybody's judging you.
I am acutely aware that you have not elected me as your President by your ballots, so I ask you to confirm me with your prayers.