Have all the hopes of ages come to naught? Is life no more with noble meaning fraught?
You cannot be happy with your family while being personally unhappy with your work. It's a Catch-22 kind of thing.
The secret of the truly successful, I believe, is that they learned very early in life how not to be busy. They saw through that adage, repeated to me so often in childhood, that anything worth doing is worth doing well.