I'm one of those people who when I go over a bridge, I want to jump. It's just this intense tickle in the back of my throat. It's like I'm on the verge the whole time I'm walking over that bridge, and I'm not going to get a release until I jump.
You're never guaranteed about next year. People ask what you think of next season, you have to seize the opportunities when they're in front of you.
Being a gossip reporter just isn't a respectable job. It'll chew you up and spit you out.