It took me a long time to find out that I was born to be an actor. It was the last thing on my list, although my list was very small. I didn't know what to do. But kids weren't supposed to know what to do back then; we were all cute and we'd find out what we'd do later in life.
Definition, rationality, and structure are ways of seeing, but they become prisons when they blank out other ways of seeing.