There is a way to look at the past. Don't hide from it. It will not catch you if you don't repeat it.
The moment the curtain rose on that first ballet, I knew something wonderful and new had come into my life. I can still see the first scene. The ballet was Divertimento No. 15.
I like the process of pencil and paper as opposed to a machine. I think the writing is better when it's done in handwriting.