I am going to continue and bring this club forward. I am Paul Gascoigne the footballer.
The part you don't expect when you start out is all the people who come into your life wanting a piece of you, not caring about your wellbeing. The insane schedule is very difficult. Touring looks very glamourous but it's hard and gruelling - the travelling, the meet-and-greets - it was too crazy.
Hope is generally a wrong guide, though it is very good company by the way.