My old coach used to say that if you were in it for the match, if you were in it for the trophies, you were in it for the wrong reasons.
I didn't want to be the girl who posed in 'Playboy' and then - by the way - made some music.
If I don't think about anything, and start with a clean slate, in terms of what I have to do, a lot of different ideas come up, and I can think about things more openly.