You don't get to choose how you're going to die, or when. You can only decide how you're going to live. Now.
I've been taking a trapeze class for the last couple of years. I'm working on my double back flip right now.
I used to tremble from nerves so badly that the only way I could hold my head steady was to lower my chin practically to my chest and look up at Bogie. That was the beginning of The Look.