I actually was class clown, but I don't know how that happened because I've never been considered an outwardly funny person.
It was all devastating. I'd never dealt with losing anyone close to me, and I didn't know where to put it in my life. I was very young then. Buddy taught me so much in such a short time.
I've always been a journal-keeper. I've always tried to write about how I'm experiencing life, and my feelings and thoughts.

