I make no conscious effort to be tough, or hard-boiled, or grim, or any of the things I am usually called.
First of all, when I was making the decision, I never thought that Pittsburgh fans would want me back. Every time I played there, they were booing me every time I touched the puck. I didn't think it would be such a big deal that I didn't sign with Pittsburgh.
I think when you're in a relationship where you really care for the other person, when they achieve their dreams it's better than when you do yourself.