I'm just a lucky slob from Ohio who happened to be in the right place at the right time.
I could count my modeling jobs on my hands and toes. When I graduated from college, I moved to New York specifically to study acting, and I needed to pay the bills, and it's better to make a couple thousand dollars in one day than to wait tables six days a week.
Erotic or sexual love can truly be love if it is not selfishly sexual or lustful.