I once thought that I was the only man that persevered to be the friend of the white man, but since they have come and cleaned out our lodges, horses, and everything else, it is hard for to believe the white man any more.
But to do this kind of work, you have to be very strong, otherwise you lose your personality, your identity.
It all comes down to when spring training comes. Do you want to go or don't you? If you want to go, you go.