It's a sad moment, really, when parents first become a bit frightened of their children.
My dad was quiet, angry, shut down. So my thing is: I express everything that's there. I want to get it all out.
It's like, you can't have any fun, and if you do have fun, if you do your own thing, you're considered crazy and should be in a mental institution. Now, that's what I find creepy. I'm eccentric. I am not messed up.